It's Going to Be OK

I haven't posted in awhile as I've realised that in the last month or so I have come through my grieving and come to the realisation that William is really going to be OK! I don't go to bed anymore and think and cry about his eye and how unfair it is for him! I don't ring my mum every day to talk about it. I don't constantly stare at his little eye. I don't search the web looking for more info on PHPV or visit the PHPV Yahoo Health group website every day - I just feel a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I feel alive again! William is rolling around all over the place and reaching all the milestones that the girls did about the same age and I think that's part of it. Seeing him slowly growing up and doing things makes me realise he can do things and having just the one eye won't hinder him in most of the things he will embark on in life! He's not just a baby lying there not doing a lot. What a relief. He has cut two teeth and he looks just adorable, I love him so much and can't stop kissing him and holding him all the time, that's because he's my last baby and I'm making the most of these precious moments!